Ball of Lonelinesses

2024-06-04

What is identity? Is it innate, or is it imposed upon us? If imposed, by whom? Our parents? Our teachers? Our bosses? Our friends? These are not questions we often ask aloud, and they are even harder to answer.

Manon
Manon.

Our appearance, at times, seems to dictate who we are. As primarily visual creatures, our brains are constantly fed by the aspirations of those around us and by our idols. We compare ourselves to those we perceive as superior, wondering if we share common traits. We identify with them through some invisible power, perhaps unconsciously desiring to be like them or at least to resemble them.

Expectations from others can sometimes be seen as an exercise of power. We hear parents or friends suggesting a particular outfit, claiming it suits us. As social animals, we tend to meet the expectations of those we trust, sometimes to please them, sometimes to avoid standing out. Conversely, we sometimes aspire to stand out, to be different. Ironically, even the most extraordinary outfits of the most niche subcultures look surprisingly similar when their wearers gather together in a concert or a nightclub.

These two paths of aspiration, though seemingly contradictory, often coexist within us. Much like smokers experiencing cognitive dissonance—the need to smoke and the equally strong desire to quit—many people waver between adopting a new standard or a more fashionable wardrobe piece.

These reflections surfaced during my visit to the exhibition of Swiss artist Manon (née Rosmarie Küng, born in 1946). The first week of summer 2024 saw the last week of the exhibition by Zurich artist Manon at MAMCO, a contemporary art museum in Geneva (coupled with the closing of the MAMCO itself). As the exhibition's notes explain, Manon " employed her body and her image as both the vectors and media for her work, using her carefully staged appearance to challenge notions of intimacy and voyeurism, modesty and pathos." It seems that Manon was already struggling with the cognitive puzzle of being torn between contradictory forces: the need to be seen and the need to remain invisible, the desire to be looked at and the desire to blend into the crowd (it goes without saying that at some point of her life before her appearances she happened to be a visitor of a psychiatric institution).

On a deeper level, Manon's work underscores a profound exploration of identity and appearance. Her carefully crafted characters encourage the viewer to consider the fluidity of identity. Are we merely the sum of our appearances, or is there something deeper, more elusive, that defines us? Manon's portraits, often theatrical and provocative, blur the lines between reality and performance, challenging the authenticity of identity in a society obsessed with appearances.

In certain cultures, the act of shaving one's head is a significant gesture, symbolizing a renunciation of vanity and a quest for spiritual purity. This practice is particularly prevalent in Buddhism, where monks and nuns shave their heads as a sign of their commitment to a life of simplicity and detachment from worldly desires. Shaving the head is also a practice aimed at combating the ego, to gain a deeper understanding of the illusory nature of appearance. This act of removing one's hair, often considered a key element of appearance, is a powerful way to reveal a more authentic self.

Exhibition
Exhibition.

In the context of Manon's work, this idea of shedding layers to discover true identity resonates deeply. Her art pushes us to look beyond the surface, to question the social constructs of beauty and identity, particularly concerning a woman’s appearance, that we often take for granted. The debates around the representation of women in classical art, initiated by John Berger in 1971 in his famous show (later the book) Ways of Seeing, find an echo in Manon's work, which surfaced a few years later.

Parallel to Manon's exhibition, I discovered the archives of the magazine Clit007, a lesbian magazine published in Geneva between 1981 and 1986. Clit007 emerged in the years following Manon’s appearance and contained a surprising mix of old and new imagery, mostly of women, represented in strikingly different ways. The imagery in such publications as Clit007 can be seen as an instrument of power, bringing new visual and conceptual narratives to the table, thus creating a space for alternative expressions of identity. The photographs in Clit007 offer a radical reimagining of femininity and sexuality, pushing back against conventional portrayals and asserting a bold, unapologetic presence.

The work of La Dame au Crâne Rasé and the women that followed serves as a poignant reminder of the visual narratives surrounding female, and more generally, human identity. It encourages us to embrace our contradictions, to question the roles we play, and to find authenticity in a world that often values appearance over substance. As we navigate our own paths of self-discovery, Manon's art serves as a guide, illuminating the way toward a deeper understanding of who we are, who we aspire to be, and who we may become.

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