Infinite scroll

2024-09-13

Sometimes my mornings begin the same way: an almost mechanic pointing of my fingers into my phone, as Instagram bombards me with a thousand fragments of lives I don’t quite know. It's a curated chaos of reels, stories, and posts — faces and projects of people who, in a sense, feel closer than they should. And yet, amidst the flood of accounts I follow — artists, designers, and photographers, — I find myself straining to spot familiar faces, the people I actually know. They’re there, but infrequent, and somehow obscured by the relentless tide of everything else.

It’s strange to think how different things were when I first downloaded Instagram in 2010 or so. Back then, the platform was a simple app designed for documenting life’s simple moments. An impromptu coffee date, the twilight after a long day, a new book on the bedside table — all captured with sepia-toned filters and shared with a small circle of friends. It wasn’t about strategy, growth, or algorithms; it was about life as it unfolded, preserved for friends and family. Sadly, but at some point I decided to move those posts into Instagram’s archive.

Now? It feels like a digital landfill — an endless deluge of polished content from people who have mastered the art of “branding,” turning every post into an opportunity for attention or leads. As a creative, I’ve found myself oscillating between awe and despair, caught in the subtle competition Instagram breeds. The more I open the app, the more I feel left behind, distanced from those I admire. Their success feels just out of reach, magnified by perfectly lit shots and captions crafted with precision. And so, more and more, I avoid it.

The problem isn’t with the art I see — most of it is outstanding and inspiring — but with the platform itself. Instagram wasn’t built for the kind of nuanced, intentional interactions it now demands. It’s a place where the intimate gets lost in the noise, where personal updates mingle awkwardly with polished portfolios. In trying to be everything—personal diary, creative showcase, networking tool — it feels like it’s lost its way.

But, there’s still hope. Maybe the answer lies in some sort of a new combination of platforms, each with its own purpose. An app for close friends, where memories are shared without the seek for perfection (I suppose WhatsApp or similar has the same purpose, but it isn’t so sexy, is it?). Another for creative work, where the comparison game fades into the background, and connections happen on a more meaningful level (And why on Earth some have become so fond of Patreon for some reason?). We don’t need a singular platform that does everything poorly when we could have several that do different things well. And why do we need those "platforms" at the end?

After all, not every photo needs an audience of thousands. Sometimes, it’s enough to send it to just one person, and let be just that.

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